Blatherskite

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I am a Children’s Librarian living in the Portland, Oregon area. When I am not Children’s Librianing I like to play with cameras and film. I also like playing the ukulele, knitting, sketching, and hiking.

Tag: depression

  • ugh.

    I’m depressed. I just did my taxes and I owe this year. I own a shitload. I have no idea how I’m going to pay it by April 17th. I suppose I will have to resort to using my credit card but I hate it. I’ve been working my ass off, trying to pay my…

  • Hi

    Just thought I’d pop in and say hello. I don’t have anything bloggable at the moment going on, so that’s why it’s been kind of quiet the past few days. I have been feeling really good mentally, though. I feel like myself again, thank goodness. Thanks for all of the good thoughts. It has really…

  • This is weird

    Okay. I woke up this morning depressed again. I couldn’t sleep last night because I’ve just kind of been worried about life. I have kind of been shuffling around the house this morning totally unmotivated. I already blew off exercising for knitting, which I think was a good thing because knitting calms my nerves. (Except…

  • On frustration and moving on

    I’ve been working on the Pomatomus sock pattern this past week. It’s been frustrating for me. There is something about the pattern where my brain kind of forgets to add the yarn over several rows in a row and then at some point I realize that I have, like, six fewer stitches than I am…

  • depression

    I have been really, really struggling with depression lately. I’ve never felt it this bad before. I have certainly had my depressed moments, as anyone who has read this blog for any amount of time has concluded, but this more recent bout has been really difficult. The past couple of days I have felt like…