I’ve been feeling foggy lately. I don’t know what is wrong with me. I just have not motivation at all. I feel bored. Boring. I want to create. I want to be an artist. I want to write poetry! but I can’t sit down and do anything! I feel blocked. I can’t even bring myself to blog. ugh.
I’ve now lived here in Spokane for a year. And it’s almost been a year since Hurricane Katrina. I feel like it’s been that long since I’ve wanted to blog about political things. I just don’t have it in me. I think my anger over Bush’s response to the victims of New Orleans has silenced me. I don’t know what the hell to say anymore. I feel silenced. I have lost words. It just seems unreal to me that we still have this man as our president after all he has done to ruin our country. What more is there to say about that? you know?
I haven’t been able to breathe since our hike yesterday. I think there are fires or something because the air quality here is shitty. And going up to the “fresh mountain air” of Mount Spokane didn’t help. In fact, I think it made it worse. I just felt awful hiking around. And my lungs still burn.